some of the people say i'm fat. many of people say i'm never fat. few of the people say i fat a bit. one of the people say i had double chin but body ok. so i'm fat or not or ok or just nice or...... seriously, i cannot wear those jeans i bought it 5 years ago but i can wear those jeans i bought it 8 years ago! wtf right. 8 years ago my weight was around 54kg. 5 years ago after an accident my weight drop to 50kg. NOW in between of 53kg to 55kg! i always fat on face and hip....wtf right!!

I want to diet but i still eat quite a lot :(

I want to go gym but i have no time :(

I want to skip my dinner but i can't :(

I want to stop to eat chocs but i love Godiva :(

I want to stop thinking of laksa and long tong but i cannot cos of sambals and the lemak soup :(